God please hold me

I was confused scared, sad, and in tears when I drew this. It was a venting picture.
Situation: (BTW im over this)
My ex-bf broke up with me cause he couldnt handle my parents, didnt know what to do and neither did his parents, and his friend said he had a relationship just like this and so he decided I wasnt worth it. Though all the things he had said were just empty promises.
Afterwards he lied to me again.... He told me to go after my bff that we should get back together and it started that it seemed we would but then he stepped in and stole him away... They went gay and it traumatized me... It sent me into shock to the point I left and then realized I never had really any friends... I needed someone and God put me back into church and right now im stronger than ever and out of my depression. Though it still hurts.

ANYWAYS!!! It helped me learn I want to be a pastor, cop, and elementary art school teacher XD